幸福了 然后呢?

彻夜难眠 是谁变了
我流泪愤怒和尖锐 是因为忐忑
你不能理所当然了你的资格
我需要更多安全感才能平衡

黑暗中沉睡着是你的轮廓
却碰不到你的灵魂
这一张小小的双人床让我迷路了

- A-Lin

Valentines day 2012.

I got flowers, an expensive bunch of flowers. Yet, my heart bleeds.

As X works towards being the perfect bf, and I work backwards on being the perfect girlfriend, we've tripped and fallen so many times. I know he is trying his best, and I enjoy being with him, just not as excited as the initial phase.

X moved off after dinner due to an engagement and I took a lone cab right home. I hugged my bouquet of flower, and felt insanely alone.

An email.

I'm just wondering if I'm holding on to prove smtg to myself.

Anything.

I would do anything for you, would you do the same for me?