Vapour

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Sweet and ultimately sad.
This whole superficial conversation which boiled down to, simply vapour.

you know how vapour is formed by condensation,
a process that takes a little time and the right conditions.
and even given all the right factors, a vapour hardly lasts.

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now how do you lock such emotions somewhere?

The sweetest Occasion.

Sandy baby's 19 birthday was all about comfy/controversial conversations.
Afternoon tea at fosters was sheer delight.

Cream , jam and scones accompanied by fragrant perfume-like earl grey.

As they chatter on about wedding plans, i cant help but feel 'intoxicated' with bliss.
"My friends are so blessed."
Wendy, with her perfectionist wedding
Sandy, with her summer fling wedding party at Dempsey (oh whatever i cant spell)
and Li Bing, just as clueless as i am.
She's abit of a hopeless romantic, I was too, but its no longer the case.

Speaking of which, HN and Sandy, they're the cutest couple i know.
And Sandy's absurd matchmaking plans for me is irritating but nonetheless very entertaining.
Keep it coming Sandy!

Im contented in most aspects of my life but the fear of hitting 20 is intimidating.
in half a year i'll hit 20!
that 'old hag' feeling is surfacing, i'm leaving my teens dude!

ah anyway i decided that maybe i'll wanna play 'lucky' if i have a wedding.
isnt it lucky to be love with your best friend?!





WHOOSH sunday will be over real quick - WHY oh WHY.

We cry.

Now and then i see a lil spark,
but i still dont know who's gonna catch me if i fall.


it has almost cross over to hatred.

coveted.

The internet distracts me.
Make-up products on the internet distracts me.


I honestly wonder why SU bother coating their cult product in gold, which i reckon after a couple of uses its gonna look exactly like what they originally have. FUNCTION OVER FORM.
But then i need to contradict myself and say that it really is kinda gorgeous and is a great (not to mention handy) accessory in a make-up pouch.




every morning when im doing my routine, i have to be constantly reminded NOT to overdo my liner and make it a smoky eye.
And most of the time i still end up with a fake smudged smoky eye look at the end of the day after 8 hours..
but anyways, a real smoky eye will be so much easier with this set i reckon...I did quite like the mascara when i did a make-over a couple of months ago. And the eye shadow is super tempting.




Pure lust. When i saw it i was like WTF!!! Super sweet JC brushes.
i just wished this wasn't limited edition, oh heavenly collection.






There's just no end to a wishlist. damnit.

The Ghost of you and me.

You are the monster in my life,
Haunting,
Terrorising,
and Destructive.

The irony of it all falling together,
creating a colourful palette of a heartbroken soul.

That is,
Disposable-ly yours.

May I ask if you treat everyone like that?

a penance for pain.

Sometimes when im on the way home, of course when its all grey and dark, I have the urge to instead, take a plane to my mum's side. I want to return home to a noisy and naggy mother, fresh laundry and home-cooked food.

And then i remember that she gave all of her youth to us, my brother and i, and daddy, and she has a life too, its just her time to soar like an eagle and return to use when she's tired. Its just like a baseball game where players keep hitting and running till they hit a home-run. Im waiting for mum to hit hers, and decide that the game's over - come home.

We could be best friends again, we could see each other and bicker everyday. We don't have to sing daddy's birthday song over the phone and I don't have to try and match up to all the roles that you were. When im tired and stressed i just wished you'll be the one telling me a stupid joke about your silly encounters of the day, or emphasizing the need to stop frowning.



"It was my father who grew toward us as the years went by; it was my mother who grew away."


For now, My nosey neighbour constantly probes about my emotional welfare, i wished she could stop so i can also stop giving her the standard small talk answers, yeah, maybe one day when i agree to go to church with her. No innuendo intended ok.

mad about eyes, for today

The most comprehensive eyeliner video ever.


http://www.allure.com/howtos/video/2008/09/eyeliner



Make-up is a less time-consuming, more interesting way to de-stress.
Despite the crunch-time vibes that i have been getting since week one, I managed to play with some new products.

Tried & Tested:

1. Diorshow(DS) Mascara
This is a super overrated Marscara, and seriously the best thing about Dior is their powder and blush? DS is a super strong formula that is just about strong.

Yea sure they tried to innovate a '2-way' mascara wand (flat and curl)but nah, no volume and only 5% increase in length lah. Full size is like 30 or 40 plus SGD? I think MJ works better.


2. E.L.F eyeliner pencil in Black
Super cheap liner from Sasa (designed in US, made in China). Its 5 bucks and comes with a sharpener. great creamy formula, easy to apply but needs to be set with some powder.(Gives similar effect of AllURE beauty video)


I should have bought this when i just started playing with make-up.
need a smudge tool.need a smudge tool.need a smudge tool.



PS: LIBING! MJ IS IN TOWN (takashimaya's watsons or northpoint's watson)