Things we do

X is away. I have seperation anxiety. After being apart of two years having him back is sometimes still "too good to be true". 

Sometimes what keeps me going is thinking about the things we do and how we can hopefully bring it to the future.

What am I to you?

X left for US today, a short separation as I head for Europe in a couple of days time. Already I'm feeling the anxiety from being separated. 

Before he left he told me I'm his sun and moon and stars. And Jupiter and Saturn (because of Jupiter ascending duh). My heart skipped a beat. 

Sometimes he makes me so happy.