good bye goong.

current mood: kinda devastated.

i just found out that the ooriginal cast for GOONG, will not be in GOONG 2.
the 'phang' of heartache simply cant be described.

it's like a bolt of sudden emptiness.
i was so excited about the whole sequel thingy.
i mean, i love the original cast.
damn shit, all those crap promises that 'they'll cont filming for goong 2 if there is a chance.'

aww.im just a very very, i repeat, very, disapppointed fan.
almost lost the whole 'go to visit mama' vibe.
i must tell mum the bad news.
oh man, i feel like dying.



.............

went to the haiir salon today.
NOPE, not my hair, i desperately wanna grow iit back ya know.
it's libing's hair.
it has turned edgy-er.
kinda the uncommon vintagy hairstyle.
not ur usual bob, aiya, cant spell it lah.
in a good way, this is her time to shine!
her hair, when paired up with a nice dres ( hinting her to go buy dress) will look YUMMY!.

good move to try out smtg new my dear!.

and the usual subway lunch, finally tried the 'meatball marinara' that i wanted to try since duno when.

din get to meet charissa cos she was sstill hair-ing away at telok bangah.HAHA.


..........

count down.
just last week i was saying: 'one week later im gonna be away...'.
now, its less than 24 hrs away.

the ultimate letdown today was the GOONG news of the cast.
complete new cast? the producers are not thinking straight.
sighs, big big sighs.

should not have wasted my time goonging away the last few months.
should have helped out at some old folks home instead.
and all the youtube i watched? doesnt make sense no more.

fuck it.im so frustrated that i almost feel like crying.
why is life so unfair man.
i was really looking forward too GOONG 2.
i even planned to buy it online, cos spore probably has very slow import rates.



well, im off to youtube to GOONG more, maybe that'll lighten up my load.
argh.unfinished packing for my trip.




take care.the hardcore goonger who has just died from gooong depression.

(big big big enormous gigantic, bombastic SIGHS.)

Aunt agony for small dickheads.

i am so friggin angry.
im so glad my lil bro got into Dunearn rather than assumption english school.

it so hapened that i walked under a block of flats and saw a bunch of boys.
very obviously, they had played truant.
how can they be 10 miles away from the school when it was 12.30pm?
school ends around 1 plus, everyone knows that.

fucking hell, they started doing the ah beng lee siao siao thingy.
the zoot-zoot thingy with their mouths.

acustomed to such hooligans, i walked faster.
then they called for me.

fuck you lah, do i look like im 12? or worst 14?
how dare you call me 'white shirt de,white shirt de'.
TMD, i'll slap you up down left right and bring you home to your mama.

don't u play around with the big jie jie who has one million times more meat on her whole body compared to the meat you have on your small lil chickens down there.
i bet ur pubic hair haven even started growing yet,
go home and fertilise your AREA before ypu come out annd play.
and you better start going to school cos the teachers in school teach science, and you'll need the knowledge of science to fertilise yoour mao-less areas.

nothing to do then go home help your mummy wash the floor.
cos housework not easy.
don't slack round the neighburhood waiting for random girls to disturb.
jie jie has been there done that, when u grow up sure regret one.
if u are bad boys now, you will grow up to become bad man (NOT BATMAN).
small DI DIS ar...shoo.
quickly ZHAO (run as fast as you can) home before jie jie flash all her meat at you.

if you dont know how to fertiilise your mao-less areas, jie jie give you advice...
wait lor.
small dickhead boys boys like you are very immature, so puberty probably also slower.

aiya, and if you think your mao-less area's organs too small...
NO FEAR, ( the loser ah beng tee shirt brand..)
Singapore government dont FINE people with small organs.

..........

so insulted man.
really feel like going over and taking off all their pants.
make them go home pants-less.
they were only sec 2 lor.

all wear shorts.



kids nowadays.
so horrible.




take care.

high on air.

OOOH.next sem should be a good start.
i mean..i have the same timetable as CHARISSA!!!

now we can ROAR together..
ahhahahhas.

..........


i'm flying im flying!

im flying into mummy's arms!

i cant wait.

28/09/06 - 9/09/06.

that means i wun be able to catch the premier of GOONG on tv.
damn. such an ass.

lets pray that singapore airport has a TV that sorta thing.
and that TV must be in sync with channel U!
hahahas.

..........


they say the plane goes to hong kong.

isnt that absolutely neat!!

i can take out all the reference i made for 'shopping in hong kong' while watching PAT MOK'S shopping queen show.

aww.let life be full of sweetness for awhile.

till the day i leave mummy's arms.
(cant wait to be holding te GOONG novel mum bought!)

...



i never thought dad would let me go.
perhapes he saw me crying myself to sleep.
perhapes dad just loves me more than i can imagine.
flying alone, with unfarmiliar people on board SIA.
im anticipating that 4 hours on air.




take care babbbbyyyyyyyyy!

plum wine please.

venturing out into the darkness.

that not what i'll do normally, but right now, its what i want to do.


Mummy, it's ok.
it's not your fault that all the tickets have been booked.
i'll just keep missing you till Chinese new year.






let darkness drown.
take care.

highway BITCH.

Hello people! Im a FULL-TIME receptionist today and i met derric and that very cute guy.

OH SHIT. I know his bloody cute, but i forgot his name!!!
he's in tennis, short, cute,cute,short and cute.


argh! im so inspired to blog by one of my ex-classmate.
She's in TP 'MASSCOMM".
she once said that we're 'affliated'??!!
WHAT THE ************ HELL?

GROSS.i went to myspace to check my accunt and guess what?
she added me as a friend?
EWEWWEWE.i wil not accept.
i mean, who uses myspace.com nowadays? (i went there cos im so bored being a full time receptionist)
c'mon, do i look like im from 2004?

i mean, i almost wanted to start a 'anti-*******' campaign.
She bitched about her bestest friends on her blog.
im so glad im not even considered her FRIEND.
her BEST FRIENDS were like perfect friends, they were the ones who chiong-ed to her house in the dead silent of the night just cause she broke up with some loser.
SEE. loyalty eh.
but what did she do to them?
bitch about them.
do her eyes grow on her butt?
dose she wear her panties on her head?

is she dumb?

EEEK. she had her hair ( undefined hairstyle, not straight, not curly) cut short.
dyed 'ah-lian gim'.
i know she's good at the whole 'talking thing' and that im nowhere near to her.
but surely she can afford to choose better colour dyes and wear clothes that are bigger.

stop bitching or the cold sore will get worst.


im sorry CARO. OOPS, did i just say ur name out loud?



takecare.sore mouth.



Disclaimer: Caro did not do anything about me, she did not bitch or scream in my face. But i just cant stand the way she does things to the people who really care for her.

Omm-Ba-La-La

MONDAY BLUES?
i've scared them all away by doing so many chores.

woke up early, damn early.
ran down to central to

1. Return DVD (Thank god it's not overdue.)
2. Rent 'my lovely kim sam soon'. (i've put it on hold for far too long!)
3. Buy groceries ( I need to cook a satisfying meal for bro.)

next, went down to town with Keaty.
we bought 1 top each at a super reasonable price which i shall not share.(hehe..think baskets and bargain)
we got 50% discount bags from the shop aunties normally go to!
it was full of joy and laughter, CRAB (not crap, mind you!) jokes and WARMTH!
mainly WARMTH...arrr...i so desire it.

spent only 35 bucks, but came home with objects that were far more worth it.

i wanted to make TIRAMISU..but it dosent work on my 24 hours schedule (including sleep).

ended the day savouring every moment of that KIM SAM SOON VCD.
lovely lovely lovely.

Just cant wait for 'goong 2' and some other korean drama that might inspire me to b available.

somehow, i love addictions, to simple things like making sweet deserts and gluing myself to the tv (k-drama).



...........





met this beautiful girl yesterday.
she has luscious curls and baby-smooth soft fair skin.
all you can see in her eyes is truthful-ness.

She's beautiful without saying it out.
there's SOUL in her, fiery that burns the right way.
She eats and laughs like no one's watching, that's what that's so beautiful.
she's an untamed beauty.

not just typical proud/arrogant pretty bitch.

her name's KEAT.





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TC.

L.O.V.E

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you



L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you



(I LOVE THIS SONG!-tong tong tong tong tong)

losers

met a couple of angmoh losers who cant wear underwear right and cant use MAC!
haha! make me laugh.
big time losers.
made my mac JAM!

losers.
angmoh losers!


and wats with singaporeans and free online?
losers
big time.

all hail great life.

life took a turn for the better.



i've decided to start all over again.
first with my new hairstyle, slowly with the clothes.
never with the food.

embrace the foodie at heart!

i've decided that i will STOP buying any shoes that are sharp and/or pointed.
put an end to torture on the feet.
i want to give them space, rounded space.
i've got years ahead of me.
i'll need to put my feets into good use.
they will take me on tha journey call life.
thus, NO MORE pointy shoes.


NO MORE TIGHT CLOTHES.
actually, it's better to lose weight.
but HOLD ON, must i be a slim bitch to be happy?
no. just in case you dont know.
my priorities in life includes FOOD, it's EATING.
not, never DIETING.

REVOLUTION PEOPLE.

make way for big, bold and beautiful.


(yea, you think im just consoling myself? think twice, you NUTHEAD,)


OPEN MY EYES AND MIND.

wave goodbye to wayang cos im so bloody sick of it.

i want to establish good-hearted, sincere relationships with people around me.
well, there are always the people we have to ENTERTAIN...
lets just say i'll entertain them with an honest heart.


Shfting of the priorities in my life, heart and mind.

get back to being narcissistic, even without a digital cam i call 'mine'.
stay clear of people who will ADVICE me to diet, and stick with people who will get me to move my enormous ass to burn calories.

tell the world that my name's TONG, no questions asked.
stay our of my affairs, i like TONG, you can think its my surname, middle name, first name..
watever.
HAHAHAS.
i feel happy just saying it.


the thing about me and my repetition on how much i wanna be like 'last time'?
BULLSHIT.
i'm gonna start making fantastic memories i'l be proud of before my 2.5 years in masscomm pass me by without fun.


did i say? im back to being all-the-way bugis village person.
like there are so many treasures there!
open your eyes, TOWN IS BORING.
zara mango topshop and fareast? time to refresh..click click click.


my taste in men has changed to.
it's no longer just mathematics teachers taht i have interst in.
open the doors to my heart KOREAN GUYS!
HAHAHA. laugh out loud cos HALLYU IS HERE TO STAY!
(korean-wave)
i've fully immersed myself in this wave.


.........


randomly, i've started to plan for keat's birthday present.HAHA.
the kiasu-ness never leaves.



take care.

family blog?

before i start on my adventure round town.

i would liketo declare today public holiday..cos...
i cut my hair.

its looks bloody like rebond.
but no, i mean..i swear not to rebond.
rebonding will make me a walking flat head disaster.
just for ur information, CURLS are in.NOT straight hair.

but anyway.
just take a look for yourself te next time you see me.

apparently, the photo uploading thingy is not working on blooger.



..............


instead of going to bintan(where we've already gone once.), we went around singapore.
to the parts of singapore that i have never seen or step foot on.
bedok, katong, siglap road...

we left the house at 9am and headed to The HYATT for buffet breakfast.
it was at this place called the STRAITS kitchen or some shit.
price shall be undisclosed.HAHAS.

after the intercontinental breakfast that took me from INDIA to ITALY..
we went to east coast park to look at sandcastles, chill out and take pictures.
i cant upload them cos i've got no wire thingy.HAHAS.
i know, lousy.

next up, we drove bedok area for fish head curry, otah...
and picked up some DURIAN PUFFS.
YES, those durian puffs were so soft and the durain paste was overflowing.
i will die of fat over-dose, but i dont really care cos food is important to me.

we then retreated to our HOTEL at CHOA CHU KANG for a short break.

it was decided that we had too much food, and if we din sleep to let the food digest..
god knows how my stomach will blow up.


HMM.dinner is going to be chilli crab at east coast.
well, im just gonna chew on fried buns dipped in chilli crab sause, since crab is not really MY THING.




mum isnt here, but more or less, paternal love aint that bad.
dad took the effort to wake up early, planned the day for us.
made us felt as if we were really on a holiday.
now i feel like a malaysian who has toured singapore.HAHAHAHAHA.
...


i've hated my dad.
i've loved my dad.

it came to point where sometimes, i duno how to deal with him.

i've scolded my dad.
i've wanted to KICK my dad in his ass.
i've yelled at him.

it came to the point where i knew i was the one at fault, not him.

i've thougt about it.
i've come to my senses.

i love my dad and it ends here.
there will never be an -ed to it.



take care.