Saturday, May 17, 2014

Neglect.


Let's restart

I will try to forget. I will try to forget that you are capable of finding excuses for yourself, that you forget about important dates, that you don't really care if I've had it tough, that I am your girlfriend in name only. 

I will try to forget. The long lonely nights, the tears on my pillow, the fact that everyone is concerned and cares for me more than you will. The endless protection I shower upon you when people talk trash about you. I will try to forget, that I am attached, that we are together, that we are in this together. Because as far as I'm concerned, you act like a single guy.

I will try to forget, all the pain and hurt that you have caused me in the last two years. The two years we spend apart, the two void years of this relationship. Two years of my youth, I will try to forget.

But I am remember, I will remember this night, like many nights in London, that I have been disappointed by you. 

Thank you for what little or no love that you have given. 

Let's restart.