"I know she had a heart bypass."
"she's 91 this year. We are not going to do an autopsy."
"she is likely to have had a heart attack, she did not suffer, it was fast."
"I made chicken rice for her yesterday, she seemed fine."
"she didt get to eat her favourite French fries, and I didt talk to her today."
"When was the last time you saw her?"
Good bye Popo. I'm sorry I came by so little and always had an excuse for it. You took my every excuse. You told me to focus on work. I'm sorry. We were supposed to take the graduation shot together. I'm sorry I gave you so little.
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Monday, July 29, 2013
Whole universe.
Sometimes I look at you and I see the whole universe. I see the whole universe existing just the way I would like it to.
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Another departure.
Today I sent you off again. I've lost count of the number of times we said good bye. Yet, that good bye hug still doesn't fail to bring tears to my eyes.
You are not the perfect boyfriend. While you supposedly came back for my graduation, you were late, and missed a big chuck of it. It broke my heart for abit, yet, the tiredness on your face told me that you tried your best. That, I could accept.
Since two months ago, we started talking about a trip to Korea. Yet this trip back, we realised that our timing did not match and this trip would not happen. It's heartbreaking, but I hope we work out something else. Seems like there are a lot of things stopping us in our tracks.
We also celebrated our second anniversary apart, back on 10th July. No big bang celebration, just a call to tell each other that we hope to celebrate many more years together. I can only wish that next year, things would have changed drastically.
You are not the perfect boyfriend. While you supposedly came back for my graduation, you were late, and missed a big chuck of it. It broke my heart for abit, yet, the tiredness on your face told me that you tried your best. That, I could accept.
Since two months ago, we started talking about a trip to Korea. Yet this trip back, we realised that our timing did not match and this trip would not happen. It's heartbreaking, but I hope we work out something else. Seems like there are a lot of things stopping us in our tracks.
We also celebrated our second anniversary apart, back on 10th July. No big bang celebration, just a call to tell each other that we hope to celebrate many more years together. I can only wish that next year, things would have changed drastically.
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Us.
“There are times when I doubt everything. When I regret everything you've taken from me, everything I've given you, and the waste of all the time I've spent on us.”
“It was a mistake," you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.”
― David Levithan
“It was a mistake," you said. But the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you.”
― David Levithan
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Happy 2nd year.
As the magical dust around our relationship starts to vanish, I wish us a happy 2nd anniversary.
May distance stop being a problem, may complacency be outwitted by clever planning, may we make it through this difficult time.
May distance stop being a problem, may complacency be outwitted by clever planning, may we make it through this difficult time.
Monday, July 08, 2013
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