kisses.

i got secured wireless.
man, am i glad.


dad spent an hour on the phone with the support guy frm manila, and here i am. ONLINE! my OWN line! named after ME!
TONG TONG TONG! ahahha.yes, im a contented girl man. and fuccking heell, im so happy i have to swear.

tonite was great, a kind of cosy comfort i thought i've already lost to time.It was GUTHERIE house with daph, da jie and bing. too bad cha was not there. Original plan was to go for a briefing on attachment programme by yr3s, but ended up the outcast amonyg the years 2s. Dont ask me why, but 4 yr 1s sitting amist hundreds of yrr 2s was friggin intimidating. We decided to walked out quietly.HAHAHA.


rum and raisin
tiramisu
peanut butter
durian supreme
biscotti
double choc.

YES, they are italian gelato ice-cream flavour.
bless the italians for coming up with food like these.


and bless the e gals who were here with me.



love love loves.
blow kisses for the lonely atmosphere.

BOOHOO

and i finally got back in contact with the seven girls.
well, technically just about 5.
see, look how distance, age and weather (and time!) has ALMOST drove us apart from each other.

hahas.
it's halloween.it's jian wei's birthday.
hmm.wat else, its just another day in school where i end up wearing shorts cos i've goot NOTHING BETTR TO WEAR.

you know the thing about how 'singaporeans dont bother to dress up'.
for a start, its wrong, cos you guys can go look at clothesproject.livejournal.
and anyway, look at the friggin weather!!! how to dress up very very pretty-LY?!!
once you step out of the house, you will be burnt by the sunny uncle SUN!
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aww, i've taken a habit to call mama almost every nite.
i'm just thrilled at the fact that mama's going to be back if nothing BAD copes up.
korean lovey dovey dramas and falling in love with life all over again. that is what i truly want in life. lotsa love, motivation, and the will to keep going on and on and follow my does not-seem-correct dreams with much confidence. when mum left to work in china, life screwed up. i need to get the engines started again.


i've taken a liking to blogging,really. i've forgotten about my diary just like how i've forgotten why i wanted to get into MASS COMM in NP so badly. it's almost as if all the 'END IN MIND' has all been burnt into ashes. MAMA! come back and control me, restric me and scold me.

argh.random shit random shit random shit.

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and right now, my dear friends are on a spree to kill all my cheek cells. WELL, they love making me blush and it dosent help when im with a red jacket and sensitive cheek cells.HAHA, great job friends.

yes yes, derric eng's dear friend is FRIGGIN CUTE. a perfect pretty boy. but hey, im sure everyone has a cute friend rite. i just realised that i really really have great friends, so great so great. and guess what, i only found out that they were GREAT friends after one full sem.

thanks for your care and concern. i shall groom my cheek cells well so that they dont turn red so easily.






BOOHOO. happy halloween.

sincere plead.

i've briefly started watching 'my girl', which my mum highly recco to me and i totally sweared i wont watch.
oopsie, i guess sometimes, swearing isnt the way to go.
you'll just end up doing that thing you swear you WON'T DO.

'my girl' is mildly appetising.
2nd epi and i dont see sparks flying just yet.
all i see is random girl and guys whose faces i cant remember cos they are obviously not 'joo ji hoo and yoon eun hye'. (GUNG STARS IF YOU DONT KNOW.)
i've started to use GUNG instead of GOONG, for a simple fact, GUNG is more authentic.
yes yes yes, im a sucker for romantic comedy.
yes yes yes, im a sucker for korean visuals and sounds.
no no no, i dont watch for the sake of watching.

started to surf photography websites, due to reccco by BING.
started to surf fashion websites, due to recco by CHA.

i think my main aim in my lifeis to finish using up all the money in my account,
cos i wanna get one last empire top and one good plain comfy tee.

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aw aw aw, talking about friday pricks me.

it was so heart-warming fun that im kinda sad that i'll never go through that kinda joyful-agony again.
photography is such a beautiful thing that i've dug out my old old black auto zoom camera.
it's still working..and i think my 05' grad photos are still inside.HAHA.
see, i was into vintage before vintage came.

oh ya, was talking about friday.
actually, it could be sum up in photos.
but here goes, pop at fortm walk, pop at riverside, pop at fullerton (im so ashamed!) and pop into mac.
of course, i personally think that the highlight was UOB building, try camping there!
it is a well spred out place that people either PLAY CARDS, FLY REMOTE HELICOPTERS, SLEEP ON BFs' tighs or JUMP AROUND.
well, me and li bing did the jump around thingy most of the nite, no, actually i jumped alot more.
she only did the 'hi, im a mermaid ' thingy.
strangely links to the 'screwed green mermaid version 1.2', and ya, this time her pose was rather classy then erm, screwed.
haha, li bing, pls dont kill me.


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as i realised, today is HUI HUI's birthday.
KEATYs' birthday is just less then 5 days away.
and xinyus' is so near to dads'.
and mums' birthday is coming too.

and this vision of 1221 keeps popping up too, wonder what that means.

and of course, as usual, im late iin the making present part.
i planned for HER present months ago, and i haven even started making it.
gosh, kill me keaty, kill me.

im still thinking of the perfect present for xinyu, i figured i shld stay away frm clothes cos everything might be kinda BIG for her. Not kiddding. and her taste has kinda changed, and i think if i were to get her a top from topshop or zara, she'll just kill me for my lack of creativity.
and anyway, i dont thing i'll ever buy something frm topshop or zara for goody FRIENDS.
it's kinda NOT Creative yea, you get the drift.
wait,, din i just go throught the 'dont swear thingy', shit i might just go to topshop for 1221's present.
you'll never know.


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and mum;s planned return seems to be cancelled.
heck it, it's easiier to survive on dad's love anyway.


randomly thinking of geetting a red cover for my ipod.
i really feel like im talking to myself.
so come read my blog will you.
it's a sincere plead (ya, right.)
living in my own world is so fun.



shall i stop? yes i shall.

look.

random goonging.

the new cast of gooong 2, which they ridiculously call 'prince hours'.

what the fuck, im never going to get over the whole cast thing man.
none of them is half as perfect as the original cast.
EEK, i might consider supporting their rival, JAPANESE drams instead.
oh, so damn fuckening.































look at the guy at the bottom left, is his face crook or what?
and the main guy, called 'se7en', do u think having a number as a name is cool?

Mr director, your luck is running out.
im guessing ratings to b 0.01%.


frustration runs in the veins.

CHIT CHAT with oneself.

so what happened these few days?

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Friday was vivo-mania yet again.
argh, trust me, im sick of the crowd, the shops, the every lil detail.

BUT I SAW JADE! from ANTM, cycle6 ?!?
i know i know, what's the BIG deal?
erm, i guess its just my hobby to dramatise small things to spice up my otherwise dull and boring LIFE

look.that's HER.



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saturday was 'truly understand the meaning of KILLER heels day'.

bing. cha and me.
drifted around town, cha and i had a hard time cos we were experimenting with KILLER heels.
gosh, be glad your heels are not pointed ok.

din spent a sinle cent, believe or not.

town is boring
town is boring
town is boring

shopping is a waste of money
shopping is a waste of money
shopping is a waste of money

take KILLER away from HEELS
take KILLER away from HEELS
take KILLER away from HEELS


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i miss mumy, i miss her so much im going crazy.
i think this shld become a FAMILY blog or smtg.
i mean, i hardly talk about the things i did in the day, buti talk so much abt family, fantasies and feelings.


father and mother i love you.
that makes a F.A.M.I.L.Y.





think of what your mum n dad has done for you b4 u sleep every nite.




warmth cannot be bought.

darling,take a break.

today, god has been relatively kinder to me.
despite the weather, im in a good mood.
mayb cos of excessive eating. OOH LALA, i had such a big dinner.
reporting everything will make me sound like i hve some eating disorder...which is not the case.

oh ya.BING, cos ur using LJ, there's no tagboard, HOW TO BLOODY TAG U MAN.

blog hopping does change life abit here and there huh.
looking at what everyone has to wear and do makes me feel like i have to start doing things to make life more enriching, wonderful annd simply to add some content to my life.
HOW THE HELL DO I DO THAT, when i have to wake up at 6am like 2 times per week?
i live, breathe and eat into sleep, and i aint getting enough of it.

i have to say the anticipating new dramas/completing dramas does make life so much easier for me.
it gives me short term highness and makes me giggle.

korean drama used to come once in awhile, but since i've started to ride on the 'korean wave', i've had far too much of those heart-wrenching moments.
i become immune, my tears flow but the burden in the heart doesnt quite clear up.
nowadays, evrything gets kinda complicated.
so many things happening, but we hide, we deny, we act.
maybe wayanging has taught us far too much, wayanging has changed us far too much.
maybe we shoulden have acknowledge the fact that 'wayanging is part and parcel of life'. cos once we drill that 'logic' in us, we bcome reliant on wayanging, thinkings its perfectly normal.


look at how much we have changed.




darling, take a break.

let your heart open.

very healthy.
very very healthy.
super duper healthy.
mentally charged.

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certain things still taste better when shared.
especially so for food.

BOY! do i miss listening to mandarin songs.

i think im like THE ONLY PERSON in spore to blog with such easy words and yet need the DICTIONARY.


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anyway, welcome back everyone.


charissa
Li Bing
Daph
derric
wendy
yan hong
nicole
Kin
star
da Jie
Grace
sandy
shannon
joshua
kyle (cant spell it frankly)
Uncle
Raj
tyler

and of course...MYSELF!




take care, old love.

welcome bck loser.

HELLO everyone! ( technically only to myself) WELCOME back to the lousy life of a masscommer.
where life starts after school ends.
1st sem, 1st day, 1st lec..and whath the hell.
BOMBARDED with HOMEWORK.

and everybody starts using FUCK all over again.
some kinda life huh?!?

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same chair, same butt, different lecturers.

thomas talks media lingo.
she breathes and lives in the MEDIA SOCIETY.
her best friend is prolly Ms agnes tan, they are truly the ones who can define interpersonal communication.

kokkee talks design.
choy choy choy, love at 1st sight.
the watevers whenever makes grph comm less technical.
but having to know the highest we're going is D,
makes F seems kinda near.

hmm, mayb a trip to ntuc for 6 packs of soybean might bring me closer to C.
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lets talk about clothes.

i realised that my frens kinda drown in BIG PRINTS.

Being a lil taller, lil biger and a lil broader does have its advantages.HAHA.

what's in now?
empire cuts, puffy sleeves and stuffs like that.

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one picture from very long ago.
i think i need some pics to spice the dull monday up.

wish you were here.

in a middle of an isolated place mum now calls her HOME.
a little bit hard to absorb, a little to harsh for me to imagine.

i let myself go and stop thinking about the endless responsibilities back home.
i stop thinking about rushing home to cook and take care of whatever mum left behind.

instead, i wake up observing mum, my mum.
in the hostel, i hide under the blanket, pretending to be asleep.
from the corner of my eye, im always watching mum doing her STUFFS.
hanging the laundry, washing ehr face, applying toner..
observing her, knowing that im right beside her.

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china, shen zhen.

i woulden call this a dream vacation destination.
China is old, not 'old' as in full of culture.
but old as in vintagy old.
it's like a vintage product that has been left on the shelf for far far far too long.
nobody touches it, so it's filled with dust.
although vintage is the 'in' thing now, not many people can appreciate this kind of old product.
it's beautiful in a way hard for me, a teen, to see.
i question everything here.
How they live, how they work..etc.
i even start questioning my own life, and lifestyle.

to clear my doubts, i always end off my thoughts with: IM JUST LUCKY TO BE A SINGAPOREAN.

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On the bus.

how do u differentiate a singaporean and a China person?
look at the armpits.
Singaporeans shave, regardless of whatever they wear.
hmm, the other counterparts have a habit of raising up unshaven armpits.
well, so having MANY uncountable 'hair' is kinda cool in chaina huh?
maybe i shoulden have brought my shaver along for the trip.

In the car.

obviously, china dont have ankle socks.
it took me just 10 mins to realise that.
every female on the road who wears socks..
will be wearing nude colour stockings that are not exactly NUDE(since i can still see that they are wearing STOCKINGS.)
just imagine ..stockings with 'Sports Shoes'.
stockings with pumps.
Stockings with high heels.
stockings with slippers.
that's why i say singapore is kinda SLOW in catching trends.
we caught the leggings, but din catch the stockings.
maybe i should go start the trend in spore.

the beauty magazines wil be delighted to be able to start a new 'worst dressed list'.

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so many amzing things to see.

wish you were here.

correspondant(cant friggin spell!) Tong- direct from China, shen zhen.










take care.TONG.