After a long week, I'm normally way to tired to think about you or us seriously. But when I really do, you always never fail to disappoint on every single count.
In truth sometimes I wonder if I will still stand firm for you when someone else comes along. He might not have your fantastic career plan, he might not be nearly as tall or as witty, but at least he treats me better. I wonder if I can stay firm about you. I might never feel that deep love for anyone else, but yet, I don't think it will hurt if I feel a little less and am treated a little better.
What have I gotta lose anyway? Well with you, seems like everything and yet absolutely nothing.
Friday, April 26, 2013
Saturday, April 06, 2013
Friday, April 05, 2013
Rough week.
My dream job came with a dream team, but job wise, sad to say, I've put nothing I've learnt in the last 7 years (media-wise) into it.
I've only just celebrated my second month with the company and already, I feel like I've been doing it for years. The work is never ending and while I love it, I do question the value of it.
How transferable?
Will I ever be able to bring this back into media or corp Comms? (yes, I still love media work)
My weekday routine takes quite abit out of me and weekends I end up just lazing around.
On a decent day, I leave the office at 7.30pm, grab dinner and reach home two hours later at 9.30pm. Most of the time I take a break before starting on second round, at 11pm. I read emails and prepare for meetings, and end the night (if I'm lucky) before 12. For the kick of it, I always tell my friends I sleep at 10.30pm, in truth, that means I stop whatsapping and read up my work stuff for the second day. No, sleep doesn't come to me at 10.30pm unfortunately.
In the morning my day starts at 5.30am. The travelling and preparation will see me reach office at 8.15am. The cycle repeats.
I start to wonder if I have a time management problem? Or if I'm really overloaded.
It's hard to really say. Meanwhile, let's wait a couple of months and see if I pass my probation.
Yes ticket, I'm waiting for you.
I've only just celebrated my second month with the company and already, I feel like I've been doing it for years. The work is never ending and while I love it, I do question the value of it.
How transferable?
Will I ever be able to bring this back into media or corp Comms? (yes, I still love media work)
My weekday routine takes quite abit out of me and weekends I end up just lazing around.
On a decent day, I leave the office at 7.30pm, grab dinner and reach home two hours later at 9.30pm. Most of the time I take a break before starting on second round, at 11pm. I read emails and prepare for meetings, and end the night (if I'm lucky) before 12. For the kick of it, I always tell my friends I sleep at 10.30pm, in truth, that means I stop whatsapping and read up my work stuff for the second day. No, sleep doesn't come to me at 10.30pm unfortunately.
In the morning my day starts at 5.30am. The travelling and preparation will see me reach office at 8.15am. The cycle repeats.
I start to wonder if I have a time management problem? Or if I'm really overloaded.
It's hard to really say. Meanwhile, let's wait a couple of months and see if I pass my probation.
Yes ticket, I'm waiting for you.
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