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i dreamt of ziggy soh.
trust me, its not him that is scary, its the whole advert saga.
i can feel that he is really helping us, subtle-ly.
and i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
i will not continue advert in year 3 because advert is advert.
but if i ever will, i think it will be because of ziggy soh.
right now.
feels like im holding on to this really thin thread and its gonna break any moment.
its just an analogy of my current state of mind.
and i believe many fellow mates feel exactly the same.(like D-U-H!)
but honestly, to give up at this point of time,
i will just be a huge ass loser who will never be able to look into the light again.
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im starting to pray very hard (and work very hard too) that i will get to go overseas to continue to study.
i am just not prepared to step out in the workforce yet, mentally.
i want to be so much better prepared.
i dont think NTU/BUS/SMU will do any good to me, unless im going for business courses.
getting in is another problem.
Going to the US will be good i think.
polishing up my english will do me good.
refining my writing skills will be hard, but challenging enough for me to want to do it.
lets see how it goes.
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speaking of graduating.
i miss these two women who are graduating really soon.
like i miss them, i dont even know how to go about saying it.
every time i think of them, there is this warm fuzzy feeling that runs through me.
talk about affinity.
oh my lovely ladies.sighs.
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its 9.39am on a monday morning.
im in school, trying to figure out what MRM is really about.
and i drowned in blogger instead.
