Detachment is easier than reliance.
I guess there are days you just can't be with me.
The feeling stings like hell.
So much so for trying to remain detach, it just gets more impossible as time passes.
I know it's too soon to say but it feels like time has already given me my much needed second-opinion.
In a relatively short amount of time I'm surprised.
As the reliance grows, I feel pride slipping away from my grip.
I see all the things I've ever said come back to haunt me.
I can choose to detach 90% of the time, but with you it's 99% reliance.
Such a meaningless struggle.