how does it feel to be, different from me, are we the same?
avrilish.hahahas.
how does it feel, to have a broken-down ibook?
basically , life is stuck academically.
basically, life is a lil bit more carefree.
basically, ur friends care more about u.
basically, that's how it feel.
my mac is sick.
my friends help me out alot, in coping with the 'loss'.
without grace and charissa, my ibook would probably be at level one of FMS block.
shattered, in pieces.
i cant control anger, frustration and many things emotions.
i cant stand my life being in a mess, the cycle is disrupted.
without a WORKING IBOOK.
yes, indeed i dont have to bring my lappy to school.
i can leave it to sleep at home while i venture into the land of stress myself.
but, it has been my constant companion snce the start of school.
i've barely had anydays without her.
damn shit.
i shall proceed to my daily dose of bitchiness.
IT DOESNT PAY TO BE NICE. im telling you.
what do i get?
unwanted touches, gross comments.
and also, stories that i-so-dont-want/need-to hear.
it doesnt pay to be nice.
to want to mend the broken hole we teared.
why should i bloody care in the 1st place.
guess i just got tired of acting, and im afraid of karma.
(look what happened to MY IBOOK.)
but i guess it has been proven that wayanging goes further than kindness.
WHOO LA LA.
MAMA's cooking, and im trying to make effort to go home early most of the time.
this means less chilling more family.
i dont mind if its just goin home to stare at the TV with the family the whole nite.
i dont mind if its just watching korean dramas that im-so-not-interested-in, with mama.
life sweeet, with family.
with people.
without IBOOK.
hahahas
