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keat is right, im concerned only abt my masscomm.
i left her and xinyu behind.totally.
keat, im sorry i broke ur heart.
for me, nothing has changed, watever i had for u will always be.
its just tat..yes, meeting u guys is always abit out of my plan cos i put masscomm 1st.
u once told me that, 'when we make new frens, its alwasy better to spend more time with them to get to know them better'
' cos old frens will not change so fast, bonds are strong'.
with that thought in mind, i took forgranted wat i have.U GALS.
one thing's for sure, xinyu's op bonded us once again.
it celebrated what we had in the first place.
it reminded me of wat i've left behind in due to my eagerness to move on.
i had so many people ard me that MATTERED, but i forgot of those who taught me the true meaning of love and friendship.
we've almost lost each other so many times, we always held on in the end.
giv me one chance k, believe in me, be dependent on me and place ur trust in my hands.
i think i;ve seen the llight.
all these time while i was gone, u and xinyu gave me so many chances.
i;ve been the one who ignore, patronise u.
i;ve been the selfish ass that wanted things done in my way, my MCM way.
i was the one who din understand the meaning of putting EFFORT.
i cant phrase my thoughts well too.
im too random.
there is a very fine line between defining going out with u guys as a chore or pleasure.
once it was a chore, i admit, cos all i ever wanted was to be confined in my lil MCM life.
No, life is not all abt me and my mcm as u;ve ssaid.
it has always been abt the two of u too, jus that u were always at the back of my mind.
tere are many things i jus cant say now, cant put in words.
but keat and xinyu, we;ve come a long way.
everyone deserves a second chance.
we're not starting anew, jus continuing wat we left hanging.
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nite out with keat.
xinyu has not rrecovered yet, thus being unavle to join us.
i did talk to her the phone when i got home, it was a warm n fuzzy feeling.
no longer all abt superficial scrape-surface talk.
keat took alot of effort to do my present.
im lucky to have frens who care so much.
keat, xy, and the newest collection: T108.
and also.that was a card that spoke of our story.
smile.cos the world has lighten up so beautifully.
