im on the verge of breaking down, like yet again.
my THESIS has been rejected yet again.
this is how dumb i am.
like im losing it.
i know its just a thesis, but its demoralising.
only MCM people understand how bad it is to get rejected again and again.
only that they dun constantly get rejected.
oh ya, bing and cha, in case ur reading this, im ok.
i jus needa type it all out, vent the frustrations and imbalancity.(i made that word.)
being in masscomm sure made me feel different about myself.
at the start, everything was glam-slam shit.
every step i took gleamed with shimmer, im a MASSCOMMER!
and then, things took a turn.
i kinda realized how ordinary and boring i actually am.
my ego n pride went tumbling down like..ALOT.
hahas.
but well.there's always good and bad news.
my speech got A.
like my 1st hard-earned A.
i prepared myself meentally for it.
i visualised myself making an impace.
and ya, i got it.
and bck to MUMMIES.
i was watching sports illustrated model search..
and i saw the tv premier for the movie 'MUMMY RETURNS".
like MUMMIES again.
it really brought tears to my eyes.
like im constantly being chased by mummies.
take care tong.
there's always tmr.
