with the all so comforting sofas and chairs.
it was the 'china trip' reunion.LOLS.do we really need one i wonder?
dad din seemed to be bothered that i stayed out.
so there got it, the freedom that i always wanted, and im making full use of it.
i mean, two weekends in a row, not going home.
i seem like a bad kid, but no, im not out on dope dearie.
going home is a lovely thought, oh well, it was.
till it became messy, and the lines between discipline and principals blurrrrr.
mum's not in to nag anyway.
dad has been much more lenient with me al of a sudden.
might be the fact that i'm turning 18, oh well, god knows.
i keep thinking about how i dun wanna spoil someone's reputation by talking abt them,
i got so scare of being a two-face cocksucker that i dreamt of people confronting me.
like in my face, as much as i would normally fight back, in my dream,
i felt that i was in the complete WRONG and i let them scream at me.
i saw them turn their backs on me, thou i pretty much wun care cos they piss me off.
oh well, another dream.
countless these days.
........
for china, just today.
with much love to my china kiddos.
