i miss being able to talk about anything under the sun to someone,to anyone,
be it to complain, to bitch or jus about random small details of life.
im cautious about almost everything i say now,
im afraid of hurting someone, im afraid of them thinking im pretentious.
and im tired of thinking so hard the whole time. in trying to b sincere, i realised that it is so much easier to hurt someone. to be loud, well, u'll just end up being laughed at like an idiot. no one takes u seriously.
and what i hate about people nowadays, they are so eager to talk. i caught myself, many times, unable to finish talking about an incident because someone cut me in, and my listener jus got distracted and forgot about my existence.
i hate being neglected, when im talking will u just listen, FUCKERS. Din your mum taught u to listen before u talk?
so many lousy listeners out there, every one is trying to get their thoughts voiced out. but chill everyone, why not give someone a chance to talk, and u listen for once? take that chance to think about what u wanna say, will it even be worth listening to?
well, im sick of being neglected and covered by NOISES (YES, those who stand in my way are NOISES, i repeat, NOISES).
thank you and good bye.
and li bing, i hope ur alright.(:
homeland is where the heart is!!!!
