had a long talk with mum over the phone less then an hour ago.
seems like she really wants to come back,
thou she keeps saying she might change her mind cos we dont seem too need her.
HAHA, mum just doesnt change at all.
still pretty much like a kid, demanding alot of attention.
She's worried about aging, saying that this job robs her of her youth, but WTH mum, ur not young anyway.
HAHA, it was courageous of her to have gone all the way to china to work,
but it has taken an emotional toll on dad, bro and i.
not to mention its hard maintaining a household without her.
...
Keat and xinyu.
i tend to put them side by side cos they're from the same era.
keat called the other day.
it feels good to be listening to her voice from one end of the phone.
like an old lover, ok, sounds sick.
nostalgia my friend, it stinks the heart.
i know that one day i might lose all my secondary friends, but she'll never walk away.
...
i was raving about how korean is(was?) the perfect language to learn and all that,
but well, maybe japanese will be better.
i mean, if i get to learn it, i get to practice with my cousin(s).
and i do really want to visit JAPAN again, cos im really amazed at how the rural & cosmopolitan areas always manage to come together in PERFECT harmony.
and of course the food, minus the fishy stuffs, there's still alot to be tasted.
Travelling is always the next thing on my mind.
i really wanna get away, i woulden mind an overseas attachment.
living overseas could be so much tougher, but the experience, so much more value-added.
see iif my grades and luck will take me there.
..
and then i should be doing alot of stuffs like,:
A. NEWSWRITING
B. creative journal
C. sleeping
D. watch random movies i got from darrick.
but then, there's this urge to type long and random sentences on the blog. it's been awhile since i last typed anything, or stressed over anything. which is pretty good.
my keyboard is no longer dirty, its sparkling white.HAHA.
my face is no longer as congested with pimples, its more alive.
and life, really means sleeping more then 10 hours a day.
someytimes, i feel like a pig, enslaved in masscomm.OH GOD, what am i saying.
