i kinda get angry with myself because i subconsiously reminded myself about you again.
like how long has it been already?
ya, i get angry
its the same when we use to hang out.
i get angry at you, all the time.
mayb back then u were patient enough to listen, to care,
but i know right now its so different.
u hardly reply my msges and its the same with me.
and i get angry.
for god knows what reason.
i do think about how nice u HAD been and all,
and sometimes not having someone disposable around me is unbearable.
but it was mayb just because u could tolerate me at much more then i could ever tolerate myself.
yes, you always could slow down my pace when i get too fast for myself to catch up.
you are, at this point of time, the best i ever had, so far.
and i refuse to ever tell you.
because we always seem to be competing against each other, and i hated to boost your ego.
....
being angry is tough.
