If this doesn't work out, I promise myself that I will do whatever it takes to get out of it. If I have to, I'll crawl out of this.
Things have been going downhill for awhile and it's time I pull my socks up and make some real decisions and stay in control. I admit, I was losing control, letting all these unknown forces shape my decisions, these emotions throw me off-course and now I've truly had enough. Time to shape up!
