In a matter of 7 days I had to experience a mix and mash of the highest disappointment and somehow garner the greatest "academic" achievement.
I was so sure I could deal with you, to think I spent the last 2 years preparing to meet you, to conquer you, speaking casually about you as if I've already hit bulls eye. So maybe this was THE GREAT PRETENSE, I never did know you. But maybe you just gotta take a hit in life every now and then. Painful ego-crushing experience, but we all gotta fall. Comparing to last week's good news, you were right at the other end of the spectrum. Painful but true.
