This is a Birthday party,part 2.

The love of thy brother.



yea yea yea, i know this tee is screwed.

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And this is the exclusive location at esplande whereby Le thinks it's called 'a la carte'.



Balah bam, this place looks 10 times prettier at night.



Ms Tan Jiale, ex-love, ex-captain.



Some delicious 'corn-fed-chicken' meal.



MORE CUPCAKES!, li bing's cupcakes are still sitting in my fridge, i savour them one at a time


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HAHA. Tribute to the party-planners who i would love to meet in school everyday.






CHEERIOS,
Happpy belated Tong.

HAPPY 18th Birthday!

Happy Birthday Tong.
Even if the world forgets, they'll remember.
and i'll take their blessings with me high up the sky.

bulk of birthday was divided among keaty/xinyu and Bing/Cha/Sandy.


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DA day itself.



Welcome to LAU LIANG TONG'S 18th BIRTHDAY PARTIEEEEEE!



and ya, welcome welcome, take a seat, take a seat.



The Love of THE life.



yummy yummy. whats a birthday without cakes?
aint it pure love.



5 hours donuts anyone? she's skinny cos she does alot of standing for donuts.HAHAHAHA!



The girl who brought the bulk of the food (and presents) home.



This GONG toot toot can really act lah, 'lets go mango sales, lets go mango sales'.



'The lady who was beautiful inside' is inside this 'assignment' folder.



Unglam birthdays that involve sweat, sticky good food and ants can really be the best. I SWEAR.



Have you ever thought about how long it has been for us?



Long-lost-new-found friend, sandy tan eee-lian, aiya, long story.



lovely cha, laugh somemore i stuff roses down ur throat!



keep building that atmosphere of happines, it last in the heart.



Bing is like a lil kid here! Happy birthday Tong!



stilll happy birthday to me lah. WHO's THE QUEEN?!!!
Happy 18th TONG!





ALL photos courtesy of CHONG LI BING, who spent countless minutes organising and uploading them.
Thank you, fellowship of Tong's 18th Birthday celebration.

For more pictures: visit http://nincompoopsie.livejournal.com/

hahah, sorry ah, li bing shall i cite u?





And the night was magic,
moment where the bliss and happiness in the air lingered and could choke me to death anytime,
and i would die happy.
you'll never know.
cause u were not me on the 27th june 2007.

TEES!

i found my misssing photos.
sandy gets special treatment, cos i thought i misplaced out pictures!
our TEE day, i love my TEE!
and im so addicted to threadless.





ok, we still look normal.



we are starting to look not so normal.



this is totally not normal at all lah.



u can hardly see us.HA!!



Sandy, dont emo liao lah, i post pretty pics already!

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hello moto.

if you look hard and long enough, everyone is beautiful.
but what the world wants now is beauty at a glance.




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Random moments in life.



The shoes are taking a trip down memory lane.


Keat says Hi to everyone.


being silly unglam is so much more fun.


Prim and proper photos can be so beautiful-ly boring.


She loves me.


Very donald-ducky mouth.


Charissa and Tong are pretty girls.And Li Bing is a darn good photographer.


We call this 'photoshop-ED'


My name is Tong and i like to try to cover my assets.





WHOO HOO.
pictures courtesy of Ms Ang Keat Ying and Ms Chong Li Bing.



love of my life love of my life love of my life.

walk tgt.

falling in love with keaty and xinyu is great.
i wonder what i would be without them.


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she's like a real sister.
althoug i cant be there 24/7, despite u understanding, i still feel that i shld do more for u.
i know u dun give a shit about how i much i do, cos u we dun expect this.
but deep inside my heart,
im always dwelling on the fact that ur there for me much more then im ever there for u.

i was watching HANA YORI DANGO, it says a pair of good shoe is very important
as it can take u somewhere in life.
the pair of shoes we're wearing, it'll take us very far indeed.
the excitement of having the same big puma and singlet and that pair of shoe.

the thrill of it
the thrill of it
and the ultimate love of it.
thank you.

you know who u are,
take care of urself,
and i dont think i need a boyfriend just yet, i'd rather get one for u and see u settle down properly 1st.
cos u know im BLOODY fine with u around me.


cheers, Tong.

into ur arms and back.

had a long talk with mum over the phone less then an hour ago.
seems like she really wants to come back,
thou she keeps saying she might change her mind cos we dont seem too need her.
HAHA, mum just doesnt change at all.
still pretty much like a kid, demanding alot of attention.
She's worried about aging, saying that this job robs her of her youth, but WTH mum, ur not young anyway.
HAHA, it was courageous of her to have gone all the way to china to work,
but it has taken an emotional toll on dad, bro and i.
not to mention its hard maintaining a household without her.

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Keat and xinyu.
i tend to put them side by side cos they're from the same era.

keat called the other day.
it feels good to be listening to her voice from one end of the phone.
like an old lover, ok, sounds sick.
nostalgia my friend, it stinks the heart.
i know that one day i might lose all my secondary friends, but she'll never walk away.


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i was raving about how korean is(was?) the perfect language to learn and all that,
but well, maybe japanese will be better.
i mean, if i get to learn it, i get to practice with my cousin(s).
and i do really want to visit JAPAN again, cos im really amazed at how the rural & cosmopolitan areas always manage to come together in PERFECT harmony.
and of course the food, minus the fishy stuffs, there's still alot to be tasted.

Travelling is always the next thing on my mind.
i really wanna get away, i woulden mind an overseas attachment.
living overseas could be so much tougher, but the experience, so much more value-added.
see iif my grades and luck will take me there.

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and then i should be doing alot of stuffs like,:
A. NEWSWRITING
B. creative journal
C. sleeping
D. watch random movies i got from darrick.

but then, there's this urge to type long and random sentences on the blog. it's been awhile since i last typed anything, or stressed over anything. which is pretty good.
my keyboard is no longer dirty, its sparkling white.HAHA.
my face is no longer as congested with pimples, its more alive.

and life, really means sleeping more then 10 hours a day.
someytimes, i feel like a pig, enslaved in masscomm.OH GOD, what am i saying.

goodbye.

Deleting you from my playlist.

hello goodbye.

i just need to tell no one in particular that im single.
and i have been so for, the longest time ever.

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im sorry i got jealous.
no, mayb i envied.
but maybe, thats not all there is in life.

OOOOH.

hanging with you guys was great.
and it always will be.

thank you will tolerating with my ability to keep eating your food, and complains of being horribly broke.
and asking for stupid advices like which colour should my blouse be in.

Sitting on hard benches and lying around,
using self-timer to take million of pics.
walking around grocery stores.
the simple things we do together.

the long bus rides home, well,
laughing at such randomness.
neon pink light andd pork chops.


and as randomly as it starts, this post shall randomly end.

CHEERS, cha and bing.
welcome back to camp old-school.

Nothing.

See the laundry in the machine.
it goes round and round.
See your reflection in the glass you are just a great sad clown.
Hello Mister. Hellos Miss.
Where are you off to now?
May i join you on your way to the great abyss?
I won't say a single word or get in your way
i'll just be a companion.Grey.
It will be nothing day.
say yes. Say.

-i should have watched 'Nothing'.

Hello to you.

1.
when people learn how to use photoshop, they misuse it.
look at the ah lian/ ah beng pics on friendster.
there is just NO link between them and the wonders of photoshop, go use paint, OK?

2.
Bitches can become nice.

3.
Money is equals to joy. so is 50% discount, so is fate, so is a tee.

4.
Being ugly can mean that u get a boyfriend, and being average can mean u live the life of a spinster.

5.
having 18th approaching is not exactly the best, its means the poly clinics tend to charge you more.





and most importantly, birthdays are maddening-ly scary.

the thing is, its not jealousy or what.
some people just have desperation written all over their faces.

i think its utterly GROSS.


i can smell ur desperation from 50 miles away.
it really disgusts me.

dreams, not for sale.

Dream.
They say you dream only because you are too bothered, affected, into something, someone, an emotion.
i guess its true.

did they also tell you that whatever you have in dreams will not come true, or will not happen in real life?
but do you remember dreaming of things that happened in real life?
like scenes you have encountered, or rather, you will come to encounter.
i have.

but i can mostly differentiate one dream from another.

last night, i had the happiest dream i've ever had for months.

this dream was under te catergory of 'will never happen-ever, in real life'.
i just felt it.

in my dream, i knew it was too good to be true.

i woke up with a sense of dread, i tried going back to sleep.
i never found part 2 of that dream, come to think of it, i never will, because i never have.




when i say sweet dreams, i mean it. to you.

rotten society.

I am so 'full of anger' mode.
at the person who stole keaty's phone.
like, YOU ARE THE BIGGEST LOSER I HAVE EVER COME TO CARE ABOUT!

u, being such a loser, resorted to stealing.
and then, what good comes out of it?
nothing, READ , NOTHING!

think of ur family, what would they feel,
think of ur born/unborn daughter, son , or ur almost dead mother/father, whatever.
spare a thought before ur hands move ok.

im so ANGRY.
u are such a juvenile case!
we should send u to bloody court and ask to meet ur parents.
you big pile of bull shit.
i bet u walk around wiith shit in ur pants u no brainer loser.

gosh, do u know how important a handphone is?
u bloody mooooorrrrrooonnnnn.
CONTACT IS SO BLOODY IMPORTANT IN THIS TECHNOLOGICALY ADVANCE WORLD.

do u know how much trouble u have caused to my ang keat ying.
like what the hell did she do to deserve this pile of bullshit from u.
eh, come on man.
what's gonna happen if ur phone was stolen instead?



think about it.

im still shuffling between blogger and livejournal.
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i saw just how sweet it was, the sarcrifices he made for her.
and yet how he is so willing because he is so in love with her, and vice versa.

im watching a story unfold before my eyes.
being able to look at one happy couple admist the breakup season.

i envy her, she has someone she can hold hands with, 'feed cats , take long walks...'.
i bless you.

to see a friend so happy, basking in joy, its a miracle.
so life is full of love afterall.

you're the man PANG!

i was angry and i said things i should have never said.
only 75% of it was true.

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and please, PLEASE,
dont apologise to me after scolding me.
go shave or something.
and YES, masscomm is big mine you, we ARE the essence, dont generalise us or degrade us.

killing me softly.

pardon the vulgarities.
dont read if ur sensitive.


i need the world to listen.
but i dont need them to symphthise.

do me a favour, fuck off back to where you came from. i told u from the beginning, we need to get things done. get the engine started, i pushed, i tried. all you have to do is follow, so even that was too hard for you. what are you, morons? go suck a cock if it thrills you, go suck your own cock if you have to, thou i doubt you'll reach it.


so maybe you've been fucked physically before, but being fucked mentally is out of the world.
its sucidal, depressing, emotional, a mix of everything.
like losing yourself, but in the most painful way.
you dont bleed, nor will you scream in pain, but it tears your trust and confidence.
no, it rips it.

yes, this is for you(s).

Dear friendly member(s) of fuck-sociation,

not that i want to lower myself to your standard and use vulgarities, but i figured u deserve it. I suggest you stay at fuck-O-nation, cause earth, or rather, Singapore has no place for you.
Did you mother fuck a dog and gave birth to you?well, mayb an alien with low intelligence, too low that earth scientist can't discover them. i bet your brain is in your ass, you shit through your nostrils and eat through your asshole. how embarassing, you're worst then dogs, i mean, dogs are actually cute.
at my level of intelligence, i cant really tell what are you, neither do you know what you are, i mean, your intelligence is so much lower then mine. you see, this is a 'thank-you' note, thank you for fucking me up, mentally.

i dont dwell in a slump of mud when im free, unlike you(s). i'll much rather go and take a swim in the pool. Ok, do you understand pool? moving on, i would like to advise you to do a consultation for that addiction(s) of yours. but given your level of intelligence, you will be unable to find a job, so u won't get money to see a doc, dont worry about it, i won't bother lending a hand. Find your own way around.

OH, mayb u can get that other half to pay for it. fuck-o-reans tend to be really generous isnt it? wit their time management and brain juice. mayb you can squeeze a can for me, not that i will drink it, cos i'll be reduced to 'brain-in-the-ass' syndrone. do you get what im writing here? i made an effort to check the dictionary for words i cant spell so this thank you letter wont mess you up.



oh yes,
the lizard downstairs sent their regards to your mum, i believed they were active in the sexual glands, organs, whatever.

cheers,
beloved earth-o-porean.



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due date: 8am friday.
current status: incomplete.
reason: members of fuck-o-nation(refer to letter above.)
i fogot to mention that they were complacent and think that everything can be done.

and i forgot to mention their GPA was rocket low, not that it matters, but it shows.

i cant say enough about irresponsible people who think that everything will be solved, not that they are the ones who will solve it.

mind you, i dream , i aspire, i dont dwell in virtual worlds.

im an asshole!

im so sad i could start crying and stop breathing.

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i went back to visit my childhood the other day.
i started watching sailor moon again, as lame as it sounds.
its bloody good, like so savoury, like chicken rice, you could just never get sick of it.

and so it goes (anyway im on episode 186 of 200 already), i was a hardcore sailor moon fan back in primary school days.
i've got like sailor moon underwear, fan, colouring books, cheque book inspired notebook, anything exotic you can think of.
and i've got a whole truckload of it, a whole cabinet worth of it.

CNY cleaning, it din occur to me that i would ever go back to look at those sailormoony stuffs again, so i cleared the whole cabinet.
i threw, I THREW, ME ME ME ME ME, i was the FUCKER who THREW, BLOODY THREW the stuffs away.
limited edition coloured comics from japan.
limited edition cards.
$665652666 worth of stickers.
ETC.
i THREW IT AWAY.
POOF, GONE.


and how did i realise?
i was trying to do a journal entry on sailormooon (creative journal), i needed some resources.
and i realised.

all the energy i had to do the journal, well, it channelled itself to saddness.
like some moaning period for all my lost SAILORMOON stuffs.
truckloads of them.


and my brother said to me: ' stupid girl, you should never throw away memories.'

this time i din rebuke, im stupid. and as corny as it sounds, well, yes. memories do mean alot. and childhood means even more.



goodbye love, i bet u have been disintegrated into ashes along with trash like a rotten apple core.






well, just a reminder of how lovely they look.


just a reminder of how gross i look.
kill this asshole.

her 18th, my stupidity.

sandy, thanks for the night.
i needed someone who was willing to talk to me, and i needed to talk to someone.
cheers, i dont normally say this,
but your heart will show u the way.


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i took the pics from charissa and libing, just so i could develope them.
but oh well, lets have a sneak preview 1st.


well, everyone looks fine.dont they?











oh,that's li bing's new FRIEND.(yo, u know what i mean)




that's some stupidity for the night.