work didt start with a 'bang'.
it didnt start gloriously, it started coldly.
as in the temperature.
sales isnt smtg i suck at, but its so foreign to sell white color machines.
spacious envirroment only seem to inject more fear.
almost like im being monitored every hour.
and the uniform thingy is plain bullshit.
not that i wanna say: but its PLAIN BULLSHIT.
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i cleaned the floor today, and did things that mum would do if she's in spore.
she's working real hard over there, its just not her usual lifestyle.
accounting just aint that easy after all.hahas.
she's almost like my lover now.
we sms 24/7, make calls to each other at nite.
makes her feel less far away.
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recently, i've been less patient.
can see that from my post, which are segmented.
very short and brief.
i accidentally start screming at dad at times.
but then it seems.. dad understands.
he scolds me for my bloody temper, but conpromises with me.
im indulging in a couple of things.
A. Goong as usual.
B. Subway, new found fav food.
C. korean stuffs, i get excited when i hear pple speaking korean.
and i get pissed when i jus cant seem to understand it.
never liked language barriers, so hard to bear.
D. i really dun mind doing the mahjong thingy.
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im still waiting for the bloody OST to arrive in singapore.
but well, the thing about waiting for SOMETHING is that it just makes days easier to pass.
one step nearer to the next killer sem i know.
DAMN FRGGIN SHIT.
i knoww people nowadays, esp adults, they dont give a damn to teachers.
but teacher's day is important to me.
like big time man.
why do i hae to work on that bloody day.
why why wwhy why why why.
i wanna go back too yea, i haven steepped into UNITY since ....has been half a year lahs.
im forever lookign at secondary school kids and envying them.
can i have a bit of my past back?
just a lil bit?
take care.THE SCHOOL SICK.
