i know she doesnt want them anymore, i know she instructed me to throw them away after she left for work.I jus cant bring myself to throw any of her stuff away, not even the i-weekly i buy for her, or the chinese newspaper she loves to read. im waiting for her to come back, everything is wayyy overdue. Especially the flight she's suppose to be on. it is not as if she arrived late at the airport, it is just delayed.
i wrap myself in her jacket when i sleep every night, it does not smell of her, just of me and my perpiration. i look around my house, a house so messy that i dont dare to open the door for my neighbours to see, a house filled with many photographs of her and us. it feels as if we live on different planets. it feels as if she has been kidnapped by aliens, amazingly, the aliens treat her well and she decides that she could get use to living on planet C.
well, planet C is much more advance then us. Planet C has machines that prevent any being from doing excess house chores. On planet C, everyone speaks language C, and sarcarsm is more part and parcel of their life then it is for OURS. another thing is that planet C sells bloody cheap korean movie/drama DVDS. WOW, look at the korea wave, it has spread even to even another universe.
she forgot about us, we're living on earth.
and earth is cruel without emotional support.
haha, this is purely a light-hearted read. dont come and ask me what the fuck happened cos that's precisely the point, no fucking thing has happened.
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i finished mitch albom's 'FOR ONE MORE DAY'. it is a good emotional read, comparable to any tearjerker korean movie in the market.
it speaks of how pure a mother's love is, how it always has room for forgivness.
i guess u'll learn to cherish your mum alot more after this. it speaks of death and dying, a life spent in vain, an experience probably no one wants.
this is a story for the heart and the soul.
instead of spending yet another day at town, why not sit dowwn and drown urself between coffee and THIS.
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and here's three cheers to Mitch Albom.
may b he shld cut an ALBUM soon! HAHA
