hey,welcome back to earth, welcome back to life, and welcome back to late nights.
as much as i hate to admit, i miss mugging and i miss a JC-like life. i have beeen going on and on about it till im so guilty or even starting it. i MEAN, im in mass comm, a much sought-after course. and DUDE, it holds a bright future as long as my GPA hit a friggin 3.5 and above. (which is not the case yet).
but as joshua says: we ( the usual) are the unpolished jewels, the swan among the ducklings, the rose among the thorns. and blah blah. thanks for the prep talk. making it believe-able, is just another story all together.
BACK TO LATE NITES, wireless port is set up at home, it means i no longer need to tag people's wireless, it also means i have no reason not to finish my work before i sleep.
..........
i ask myself time and time again, till i got my NP package.
it was then i realised that i should stop pondering, because masscomm is the RIGHT choice. AND...ONE SEM LATER, I realise that someone has left the course. perhapes she finally came to a conclusion, and this is not where she wanna be.
i always thought about living life with no regrets, about making all theright choices. i always told adults that my choice was a good one cos it was logical, im going with my heart, and all that bullshit. But, searching deeper into my heart, i found my inner desire. before i go on with inner desires and stuff, let me just confess that im a bloody bullshitter. i bullshit so well, i got myself fooled. OR, was it just because my thinking has changed?
i can never get that scene of INNOVA JC out of my head. Thta day i pass by INNOVA, i saw them playing in the field, enjoying an after school life. This is what they get, carefree freedom.
what did i get? trips in town, food, laughter that has almost faded away.
i made the choice , remember. Dont turn back and mourn, dont turn back and say 'the grass is greener on the other side', cos i've already said it once too many time.
the grass is greener on the other side, its not always true, just 85% of the time.
i just want comfort, no pain, no stress, just comfort.
