if i told you you were beautiful, would you date me on a regular?
maybe, mayb not.
maybe we cho ya-ed our night away and it was a waste.
maybe we should have sat down at somewhere where lizards linger.
maybe i was lonely, maybe sad, maybe desperate.
maybe all i needed to do was walk out of my norm.
maybe i just dont wanna go home.
it was a mix of sweet, bitter and hto sensation.
maybe i should have gotten drunk.
i would have taken a cab home then.
my whole body got red and i knew my kidneys were just not an alcoholic.
they coulden take it yea, poor tongy kidneys.
cant filter! hahaha.
LOSER!
i know its fucking unglam!
but who cares.
i love being high and happy.high and emo. high and sad.
i love sweet cho ya!
....
i cant believed i played so much volleyball.
i've never been like that for such a long time now.
with only work piling up, and with passion vanishing.
the happy teammates that we had, truly amazing.
was randomly talking to gurmit, oh yeah, i miss out on my chance with the IVP.
oh yea, i gave my chance away.
oh yea, i just found too many excuses.
im glad i gave it away, it just made me understand how much it meant to me, and how badly i want it back.
it could be the company, not the game.
im blessed to be able to met such randomly nice people from business.
for a fact, there will be beach volleyball coming right up for us.
we got 3rd for inter-class, which was weird, considering the fact that we're all novice in this field.
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH, i trained so hard for west zones, but never made it.
i played a fool, and made it this time round.
guess its the standard lah.
and not forgetting the star players in the team who belonged to ncc, band, tennis, basketball respectively.
on court, we played a fool, test our hypothesis, stood in the face of the new year wind, screamed, shouted, basketball away, and it was memorable.
never been so happy for such a long time.
since the whole mass comm experience started, it's just full of work and bus rides home.
when the whole VB experience ended, it was almost a pain to say good bye, what's rest of us headed down to macs (usual) for a meal, lots of crap and BEN ABUSED ME WITH HIS MOUTH.
people frm accountancy are so cunning huh.
hahah, of course i could seek comfort in li bing bing! haha.
all the things i dint need to hear.
all the things i needed to be unable to fall aslp.
all the things that made me want to know even more.
all the things...
....
with V-day approaching.
i hope keat will be taken, yet if that's the case, i'll prolly sit at home with a korean movie.
but i guess life dosent need to be sad even if ur single right?
hmm.i'll find a way to spice things up.
happy early V-DAY!
