I dragged myself back to school.
There is alot going on, I have a feeling I cannot manage my personal life anymore.
I seek solace in the journey back home, in being alone, in the comfort of my ipod, in K drama and the idea of sleep.
Once again I turn to playing the piano, or rather, learning a new tune - "Reason why"
the idea of academic excellence has crushed me.
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It hurts so much.
I struggle to rise out of the water, only to be greeted by the warm still air that rushes into my lungs.
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I think no one sees me as I am, and I start believing in my own lies.
