My blood boils.
The thought of you and your constant statements about your ability to live and be alone, without friends. Is this still the case? Where do I stand in your space? Our lives are very detached, but I have been trying to pull you back into my life. I have requested for your company so many times that I no longer want to try. A simple thought of having you help out with my small birthday party seems impossible, unless I postpone my party to next year I guess.
All i need is a one-liner from you sometimes, a simple HOW ARE YOU. But that can be hard right? I cannot explain, I think we ought to do it face to face.