Post-Com223.
It feels as if the wind swept a macbook into my face.
Now my head's smashed and broken just like the macbook that slammed into my face.
...
Everyone deserves someone else, someone good for them,
to feed their soul, their ego,
to fill up their love tanks.
A matter of self-validation
I'm always glad to find someone who found theirs.
I might not verbally say so, but I feel genuinely happy for you.
...
I haven been on my best behaviour lately.
I'm ashamed of what I've done, even plagued with guilt - for what I feel.
Oh well, we cannot always be little angels now, can't we?
It's okay to be greedy, to want and desire,
and to be filled with angst and hate when we are deprived.
It's ok, isnt it?
